Saturday, January 3, 2009
@ 5:25 AM
hais ,, sometimes i ask myself am i really the person tat can give u happiness ?? or maybe should i really let go of uu since all i do for uu are just worthless and getting hurtful replies . hais ,, i will never forget tat uu finally say out the truths from ur hearts . i never expected tat uu will choose to say all tis to me .. hais ,, 可能我真的不懂得让你更快乐 i jus felt so sad about all those words from uu . i knw i hurt uu alot too but have uu even thought of why ?? a relationship turned out tis way ?? sometimes i wish i can forget uu but eversince the day i love uu i knw i cant turned back anymore .. i still can say tat ,, i can do alot of things for uu . think for uu . i may not be a very good boifriend all along i can admit .! i dun enjoy going out , i dunno how to make a girl happy , dunno how to sweettalk and dunno wad's romantics . but i try alot jus for uu . uu may say i never try at all . but have uu ever knw tat how many occassion tat happen almost break us up ?? i still can rmb about all the sad thing of me and uu . the first time uu say uu wanna break , i was totally lost . but uu decide not to leave me . the 2nd time uu wanna break with me and i told myself i'll let go but did i ? in the end i still choose to stay .and not leave uu . the 3rd time uu wanna break with me i was totally sad . actually jus wanna give uu a surprise yet uu say i wanna go out with another girl.. baby ,, i really wanna tell uu tis 我真的不快乐 . i say tis becoz i dun wanna keep it to myself anymore .. i really wish to be happy .! i really dunno wadd is happiness and i really wanna have it . and i going for national service soon le . also dunno when it is but ,, i tell myself i wan to make uu a independence girl even without me when i am in ns but a simple words with uu telling uu dun rely me to much yet uu say OK LO I WON'T RELY UU ANYMORE .!! have uu thought of tis words hurt me damn lots ? i really dunno how i can really communicate to uu then won't quarrel lo . i am really tired with ur attitude , the quarrels . even uu think tat i wanna let ppl knw wad's my love is i jus dunn wanna lie to myself . about telling ppl how sweet my relationship is . i really wanna have a very sweets relationship like before , which have no quarrels . baby ... "IF" uu really dun love me anymore .i really have nth much to say . if uu really loves me , i hope uu will be the person tat i spend the rest of my life with .我真的想和你在一起babygirl : i dun love the way uu are now ! i dun love uu cant do wad uu promise .babyboy : are uu only love me becoz of the way i am ?? and only love me when i can do those things tat i promise uu ??BABY; if uu read tis post and uu cried i jus can say uu really could feel how i feel now . becoz i cried while posting tis post . if uu didn't cried maybe uu dun think tat its sad but angry ba . so there topics we could quarrel even more .
